you know, i always have this weird feeling that i am not being
honest. oh, not about facts or anything, i am being honest enough...
but about how i really feel. i try to dig down, well, as far as i
dare, anyways... yah, there is tht "dare". how far do i dare. not far
enough, i think. i can never shed the suspicion that were i to
truly... dare... it would be very dark down there, very dark indeed.
and that i am fooling myself and everyone else with little niceties
where there are none. to be honest.
-e
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