No, you keep writing. Maybe it'll make your head hurt less.
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> From: ef <ef@somewhere.net> [mailto:ef@somewhere.net]
> Sent: Friday, June 08, 2001 1:35 AM
> To: fishbreath@somewhere.net
> Subject: bad stuff
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> i talked to romania day before yesterday... and also yesterday... so
> now i am really upset... cause some of the stuff is bad. not the
> grandfather stuff, that was a little bad but i fixed it... but some
> other stuff, the other kids, they look very bad, very bad. and jozsi
> is real bad too, cause iren is dying. i need to do something and i
> don't know what to do.
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> noemi said she sees the children out on the streetcorner till late
> evening. filthy, hungry, begging. she said it scared her.
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> well, you know, there are details but now i am a little afraid of
> telling you all cause maybe it is too depressing, you know, my
> obsession with this. i am a bit scared that maybe you all are getting
> tired of it. so i stop myself from writing about it.
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> but it hurts my head. for a while now it has been better, and so i
> have been able to think, work, make other things. but now my head
> hurts again. well, maybe my heart hurts... but i don't like to say
> things like my heart hurts. i am not supposed to have a heart, well,
> not that kinda heart, just ask some people around here. i am supposed
> to be the ultimate cruel bitch; i have a reputation to maintain,
> don't i.
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> -e
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